depressed
Fuck my emotions. Everyone would be a lot better off if they would just shut up.
I'm off, I'm confused, I'm nervous, I'm scared, I'm shattered. And I have no idea how to make all of this go away so that I won't freak my friends out anymore.
I want to curl up in my bed and sleep for a year. that's all, just one year, and then I can wake up and start anew.