fuck today
List of things I can't hold onto:
1. my job My boss told me that they aren't going to be able to hire me back next semester. Apparently because I can't work on tuesday or thursday because of class, I can't work at all.
2. my scholarship I had to get a 3.3. I have a 2.85. Of course I do, why did I ever think I was enough of a good student to keep it?
3. a passing grade in sculpture, or women's health for that matter A D anf an F, respectively. Fuck being an art minor, fuck it to hell. Why did I ever think I could do it? Fuck college too, maybe I'll just go live on the street.
So there you have it, I am quite possibly the most pathetic being on the planet. And I'm at work for 2 more hours! Fuck today.